Waken by the heavy down poured of rain....

Was waken by the sound of heavy down poured of rain this morning and my handphone alarm keep on buzzing me to wake up. Isn't it nice to continue my sleep without even getting off the bed in a hurry just to get to work. Gosh...i just can't wait for the weekend to come which is like another one more day to go.




Moon sighting will be today evening for the month of Ramadan and hopefully it wouldn't be sighted so i can still have my long holiday till Monday. Just as i was checking my email this morning, an email from our admin came and a memo for the working hours during Ramadan was stated, and if the moon is not sighted by today, Monday will be a holiday for the whole office. So, its another good news. Don't think it would be sighted today since the weather is totally dark outside and can sense its gonna rain heavily throughout the whole day till evening i hope.



Today, i regain my strength to face the day ahead of me, my mood are back to normal and hopefully i don't have any moody mood over the weekend or else i might ruin the whole long weekend. Anyway, i'll be spending the long weekend at home and can't wait for the Ramadan food store to be open so i can buy those wonder malay's kuih for my hungry stomach which is roaring since i got to the office. Might as well i get myself some coffee to keep me awake till the days end. Need to be signing off for now, need to do my work which is piling up on the desk... Weekend here i come!!!! To all my Muslim friends and blog readers... Happy Fasting....

Moody!!

It's another day full of moody faces here... how can i ever live with this kind of surrounding. Damn this early morning Celine Dion song was playing on the radio, now that make me even more not in the mood to do my work. I need some medicine to cure this feeling am having for the past weeks, even the doctor would said i'm madly insane due to no prescription for the sickness am having at the moment.


Coffee would sure helped me to ease just a few bits and pieces of those odd feeling am having for sure. But why am i still entertaining myself with those mp3's am downloading, sad song in the morning, that sound pretty weird, i should have downloaded some heavy music instead of this love song. Well, at least those Westlife song tried to motivate me to stand on my own for the rest of my days. Hopefully i can survived till the end of the working hours and i just can't wait for weekend to be here again, i need some time of my own, away from work, away from those who hurt me alot and am trying to find the solution to a broken heart.

Will there still be "WE' in everything???

It's been awhile i have not updated my blog again, been busy with things and attending a friend wedding back in Kuching. Was having the blast and am glad she likes those gift i gave her. I still owe her just one more gift for her wedding which i didn't managed to give her since it didn't arrived on time for her wedding as promised. Just hope i can send it, personally over to her on my next trip back to Kuching which i myself wasn't sure when is the right time to be back. I got alot of other things to settle off before i can think of going back there again.




Wasn't in the mood lately, due to something which i can't handle it on my own. It keeps on bothering me.. no matter where i go it's always there to haunt me like someone histerically being possess by demon. I can't bared it on my own, the pain, the trouble it cause me. If i were to have a heart attack i would sure have it once that thing strike me back. It's such a pain, too much for me to handle and am trying to get it out, but there's no one willing to faced it with me. Where were all those, " If you jump, i jump thingy"



My days were so dark and cloudy lately, i'm lossing hope on everything. Will there gonna be "WE" in everything, only faith will have an answer to it..it will lead me to the way it was like before, before all this happen. I just have to wait patiently for the day to arrived. Not sure for how long and how soon, but no matter what i'll wait...

I'm Sad