Its been awhile since i last updated my blog here. Lately, i was pretty busy with work and can only manage to go through my friendster just to get updated on my friends list. Its nearly the end of the month and i still got lots of thing to think and handle. Hopefully its all done by the end of the month though. Life have been treating me not the way i wish it would be. Been going through some rough time lately, where i tend to ignoring someone. But i never wanted it to happen, it just happen in a sudden without me, doing it on purposed. Work load have given me the pressure and stress. Too much to handle and i ended stressing myself by the end of the day. Lucky me i still got the faith and courage to faced it on my own though its really difficult for me. Thank god for his courage on showing the path.
Christmas is like another few more days and i was also busy preparing for it. Last, week i managed to bake some cakes and make some biscuits. And today, a colleague gave me a cake for christmas which i havent got the time to taste it hehe..im pretty sure he's a really good baker, since he gave me two of his delicious yet marvellous cheese cake recipe. Neways, im plannig to bake a cheese cake for christmas as well.. im not really sure how it taste but previous i tried it like five times and it turns out to be something delicious and mouth watering hehe.. so that show it is delicious though im not good at decorating the cakes but im trying to make it taste nice instead for a change. Gosh..its been a really tiring month for me and i tend to feel each and everyday time flies so fast.. maybe its because it the end of the year..well, people said that though, not sure if its true?? anyhow, i still need to do some christmas shopping for gift, i only managed to get only one gift and i still need like ten more, well... got a pretty big erm..let say huge family..well, need to think of a gift!! This year christmas i kinda missed my cousin lenz.. she's in the UK this year and its her very first year to be away from home.. we do all missed her much, for without her around the house would be empty..not one teasing, no loud laugh from her.. well... that wont be long. Hopefully next year christmas she be home. cant wait though to see her.
I was hoping this year christmas i could spend it with someone special but too bad he have to work. but no worries..by next year ill be celebrating it with him. erm..... it would be a long weekened... and its raining all the time, just hope Brunei wont be flooded like Malaysia. Just pray that the rain will stopped!... and now im getting even anxious for the new year to come.. its like three weeks from now till my birthday which im planning to celebrate with me love..hehe.. i just cant wait! wonder what will i get for my birthday.. and by then i have a big day to handle and i need time to get it all done by mid of next year..hehehe.... anxious..anxious for the day...
Neways, got to end my blog now.. need some rest.. got lots of thing to settle... need some thinking to do.. before i end this i wanna wish everyone "Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2008" have a pleasant time and enjoy yourself....take care...
