It's been awhile i have not updated my blog again, been busy with things and attending a friend wedding back in Kuching. Was having the blast and am glad she likes those gift i gave her. I still owe her just one more gift for her wedding which i didn't managed to give her since it didn't arrived on time for her wedding as promised. Just hope i can send it, personally over to her on my next trip back to Kuching which i myself wasn't sure when is the right time to be back. I got alot of other things to settle off before i can think of going back there again.
Wasn't in the mood lately, due to something which i can't handle it on my own. It keeps on bothering me.. no matter where i go it's always there to haunt me like someone histerically being possess by demon. I can't bared it on my own, the pain, the trouble it cause me. If i were to have a heart attack i would sure have it once that thing strike me back. It's such a pain, too much for me to handle and am trying to get it out, but there's no one willing to faced it with me. Where were all those, " If you jump, i jump thingy"
My days were so dark and cloudy lately, i'm lossing hope on everything. Will there gonna be "WE" in everything, only faith will have an answer to it..it will lead me to the way it was like before, before all this happen. I just have to wait patiently for the day to arrived. Not sure for how long and how soon, but no matter what i'll wait...
Wasn't in the mood lately, due to something which i can't handle it on my own. It keeps on bothering me.. no matter where i go it's always there to haunt me like someone histerically being possess by demon. I can't bared it on my own, the pain, the trouble it cause me. If i were to have a heart attack i would sure have it once that thing strike me back. It's such a pain, too much for me to handle and am trying to get it out, but there's no one willing to faced it with me. Where were all those, " If you jump, i jump thingy"
My days were so dark and cloudy lately, i'm lossing hope on everything. Will there gonna be "WE" in everything, only faith will have an answer to it..it will lead me to the way it was like before, before all this happen. I just have to wait patiently for the day to arrived. Not sure for how long and how soon, but no matter what i'll wait...
