Its sunday and i totally hate being left alone doing something without someone accompanying me. Gosh..i dont know what to do with this boring life of mine... totally insane am i?? yeah perhaps i am.. feel sick as well.. need sometime to get used to being back home after my holiday last week back to kuching and spending time with me love one.. i really missed him so..so..badly! wishing he can be here with me now... at least i got someone to talked and joke around with, i wouldnt be feeling this bad.. i wonder when can all this ended?? why shud this be a long distance relationship when i cant even bared the loneliness. I hate this feeling im having now. Im feeling sick.. gosh, would it be nice to end it fast.. in just a 'click' things are back with him..all alone with him.. five years is more than enough for me to handle.. i cant wait no more.. hopefully two years more is perhaps accepted but not more than that. I cant bared this loneliness without him.. those with long distance relationship will surely understand the feelings im having at the moment...
Things wont be the same anymore... without you around! My world is fill with emptiness..no laughters but instead tears appeared.. help! help! im 100% insane..im so lonely!! hahaha... yeah i am! im missing him so badly..gosh..haih.... i just dont know what else to say here... ciao.!
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